The One Im Not Supposed To Love

Yes, it is your smile I want
Okay, so its you I look for
So what if it is only you
That I want to know more

You don’t seem to understand
My confusion inside
I am with him
But it is my feelings for you I hide

Is this possible?
How can I love two men?
There is no way
That my love possibly can

Do I have to choose?
Does he know?
What if my confusion
Possibly starts to show!

What will they think
Is it already obvious?
Some already know
That my love is extraneous

Do I pick him over you
Or you over him
Which one for me
Will offer his own limb?

I guess I will just wait
And wait for a sign from above
To see if I should choose
The one I’m not supposed to love