How could i let this happen? I let my guard down, just for a short while, and she got in. She doesn't know this yet, nor can she know this. How is it that i can just get over one, and fall for another? Do i go with my gut? Or with whats right? Going with my gut will end in extreme badness, But doing whats right, and ignoring it, is so hard. I don't know how much longer i can do the right thing for. Just looking into her eyes is absolutely amazing. I feel completely at ease, ans free and safe with her around. Every time i see her, every time she looks at me, butterflies flutter around in my stomach. I know i should keep my distance, but i find myself getting closer to her. Its like I'm drawn to her. She is an absolutely amazing person. I'm constantly thinking about her, waiting nervously till the next time i get to see her. I try so hard to hide these feelings from the outside world, and from her. I cant imagine what would happen if she ever found out. It would be the end. I don't want that, but i want her! What do i do?
