We met through
your cousin,
my best friend.
She told me you were a great guy,
I believed her as I always do.
Little did I know,
sending that first email
was committing me
to months of giggles over the phone,
&restless nights questioning what you thought of me.
You stole my heart the first time I saw you smile;
you walked my way, unaware,
of the shaky feeling in my knees.
Your eyes stole my breath,
your presence made my heart skip a beat,
when we said our good byes;
all the way home I couldn't keep the smile off my face.
For months the talks continued,
my crush for you growing
with each word you breathed.
One day it happened,
someone said your name
and I knew that what i felt for you,
was unlike anything I'd ever felt before.
I guess I'd known all along
but convincing myself we were just friends,
was easier then admitting the truth.
So i let it go;; fell for you.
And now I'm beginning to regret that first email....
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