I remember every breath you took and how your lips felt on my neck. I remember every word you said every XO that sealed your love to me in the words of comfort you wrote.
Ive never missed you like this. Ive never had every joint ache and burn to be touched by you. To have my mind racing to keep the memories alive. Ive never wanted to keep you so vivid.
Have you ever felt judged by your reflection? Like your heart and soul has been ripped out of you and theres nothing beating to keep you alive?
"Take care of my heart Ive left it with you"
Its an age old tale of nothingness. Bittersweet nothingness that means everything to me. My heart is still with you. Abuse it as you will and hand her my world but it cant change.
Ive never wanted something back so bad in my life. Your scent burns my nose in a flurry of memories. Ive never ached like this just watching a romance as seen on TV. A love song has never wanted to make me cry this way.
So laying on the floor the sobs building and releasing I'm forced to remember. The pain has never been this bad. But ill grow used to the pain. It will become my everyday life. I will get used to missing you. And realize that sometimes love is nothing but a memory.
