I can't explain

You understand?
Or do you not care.
I know you see me
When I stare

Deep inside I hurt
But with you its different.
Its all gone away
As far as can be

I know what this is
But it can't be true
There is no way
I can love you.

It can't be right
I know what will happen
But I don't care
Cause even the moments I spend
Explaining to you
are times I'm happy.