Hurting Inside

Can not handle this
I'm trying so hard
I'm waiting for you
But my heart is to scared

I cant handle being
One of your two
I cant handle seeing
This endless game between you two

I try so hard to wait
I try so hard to hold
But the truth is
This is starting to get old

I stop my self from feeling
Anymore than I do
I don't want to hurt
More then I already do

But I fear the worse
And I know it is weird
But I try so hard
And still I live in fear

This endless love you have
The endless attraction
Seems to be facing her
Never at me

You say you don't want to hurt
You say you love me now
But the truth be told
I worry all the same

Do you see me?
Do you really see me?
Because when I look in your eyes
I see you longing for her

I can not wait forever
I can not wait much longer
Everyday I see you
Loving her more

If you love her
Then please do not delay
The braking of my heart
Another pain full day

And if you love me
And if you really mean what you say
Please stop my hurting
And say you will always stay

I know a lot has happen
I know Ive said too much
But I trying to deal
With everything you say

I know I hurt
I know there is too much
But is there more problems
Then there is the will to stay

So as I pull away my love
To stop my self from pain
I worry you will take to long
And it will all fade away

I guess it boils down
To the fact you must choose
Who you really want more
Cause its hurting me too much

So who do you love more?
Who do you want to stay?
Who do you wish was here
Lying next to you every time you wake

Try to understand its tearing me apart
And I will not last if
If you keep lying to me heart