Bliss

I thought we were ok
because whenever i smile
you always smile back
i thought our feelings mutual

so what does that mean?
you really got me confused and hurt
it feels as though you dumped me
when you treat me bad that day

i don't know what your problem is with me
i know you don't know how much you hurt me
and would not even bother to care
it sucks to wait for you

it may seem like i am playing it safe
but the truth is i like you so much
i will do anything to have you
even though it sucks waiting this long

just don't make me feel there is something
when there is nothing

it hurts really bad
to realize that what i gave up for,
fight for and waited for
does not mean anything to you

just say it
if you don't want me in your life
so that i can let go right now
even if I know its hard..