No contact

Wonder what you are doing
i wonder where you are
i really miss you
but i know your not that far

i want to talk to you
afraid to pick up the phone
kids fill up the house
but i feel so alone

i want to let you know
things that happened today
but i find i cant
because your to far away

you haven't emailed me
and i don't know what to send
i really wish this loneliness
would soon come to an end

your not on instant messenger
you don't have any new poems
there's no reply to mine
when will you get home?

i just missed you on aim
when i went to get ready for bed
but then you left
it could of been my head

i miss your loving inspiration
i miss that feeling i get
i miss your loving attitude
and your never ending wit

get on line
pick up the phone and call me
you don't know the torture
or the never ending anxiety

i cant wait for the smile i will get
or the laughs that are to come
the knowledge there is nothing
that i can run from

so contact me
before i lose my head!
I'm yearning for the words
that between us could be said

Lexi Lou