Suicidal love

I use to think we were the perfect couple you always use to leave me all alone and i would just sit there and wait by the phone ,starring at the wall waiting for you to call ,i was so attached because i always wanted you back,you were never in my life and for some reason i thought that was all right ,i cried every single night ,because all this pain i couldn't take you told me are love was all fake ,but now i found another love, i got this blade for full with blood ,i try not to go to deep but my heart feels to weak! the man i love doesn't love me, so i just have to do it now ,do it quick because my heart can't be fixed,and hopefully i can just have a little pain then all of this can just go away you might think i am insane but I'm not living life this way ,you cant mend a broken heart because its all ready torn apart,
so dig my grave and dig it deep dig it for the world to see and remember this i died for LOVE!