My Stupid Paranoia

Iv loved you all along
you are all i think about
but now i feel a bit distant
i fear we may drift apart
that would be my life
i ment it when i said
i'll love you till death
with my blood filled bed

you may not have realised
but i am pretty sure you have
how we dont talk as much anymore
its killing me for sure
i know im not purfect
i know you could do better
so im not one to complain
maybe my ride is over

i hate myself for this its happend all before
i get all paraniod then your gone for sure
i thought it would be different
as i knew you were the one
i thought it wouldnt happen
but my stupid thoughts begun

i dare not say a word
its best to stay all silent
but now you have dected
how my feelings got infected
i didnt meen to show it
but it past you let it slide
as i made my feelings hide
to show the fake happines inside

i promised you i would stop
but this is the worst iv ever felt
im worried that i'll loose you
it pains me to get my razor out
i feel that iv betrayed you
i know i solmly promised
but i cannot help but feel tempted
my razor is my drug
so wake me when its over
i swear suicide can wait
i shall not do that yet
as you are my life line
no matter wat i shall love you all my life

-Sazzie