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It's funny how you realize how much you really care about someone after they're gone. you realize that you've fallen head over heels and can't get back up. you realize that they are everything you need and everything you ever wanted. you keep telling yourself that it will be okay and things will brighten up. things could be worse, but really they're the worst they could be. you just want to talk to him and hope everything can go back to normal when secretly, you know they will never be the same. the tears come and go. things seem like they aren't getting better. everything you do reminds you of him and you can't do anything about it. you think about him nonstop and hope..just hope that maybe he's thinking of you too. you gave him your heart and he took it and tore it to pieces and now you can't put it back together.