Confusing Love

One day you're loving this girl,
whos smile makes you smile,
whom smiles back again when you smile,
and you embrace each other.

The next day you love this girl even more,
so much that you cannot "exist" without her,
as love can be descirbed as a lore,
that you promise a promise to her,
you promised that you will not leave her.

Several days passes,
you meet someone new while loving your precious,
and she confuses you,
lures you into the basking shadow,
where you struggle with passionate hate,
and she just gasses your shadow.

Then as time stops,
You don't know who to love,
her ... or her,
for they both provides care,
undying love,
the feeling of being loved,
then you balance them both,
and continue your internal struggle in your head,
which will never ends unless you realize who you love,
and welcome her with open arms.