Trying not to fall in love

I'm treading very carefully, I'm acting very soft,
Trying to keep my head clear, trying not to get lost.
But you're making it very hard for me, this task is just so hard,
Cos everything you say to me, takes another piece of my heart.
I'm trying to look at you differently, trying to look at your soul,
Trying to limit the potential hurt, trying to gain control.
I'm balancing myself along the edge, attempting not to fall,
But every smile, kiss and caress, just pushes me some more.
Nothing that I seem to do, stops me thinking about us,
It's such a shame I'm falling for someone I shouldn't trust.
I'm silently losing control, until you know I have,
But til that point, I will pretend that I don't need you bad.