I didn't know it would be you.

You have been my neighbor for years, walking me to and from the bus stop, playing in the field, even offering me kindness that which no boy would ever give.
You were gone for a few years and you came back, but at that time I did not want to see you and that was a mistake, You were my only friend when they all left me.
I have grown to love, love you, your amazing blue eyes and a kind, sensitive, and smart guy, I cant believe I didn't talk to you when you came back.
I was confused and didn't know what was going on, the embarrassing feeling of a crush but didn't know what it was for I was only 9.
I miss the friendship that we had and wish I have never wished you away.
Your friendship meant the world to me, you say you only like me as a friend, and want to keep it that way. But I feel you are lying to my face but with those kind, sensitive eyes, I feel no harm has been committed and what happened was I fell in love with our friendship.