As i sit and think back,
on all the good and bad times we shared,
i can't seem to understand,
why now it seems like you never cared,
at first i had my doubts with you,
you seemed like all the rest,
but then i got to know you,
and it seemed i found the best,
we used to sit at the park,
for hours and just talk,
you didn't live that close,
but you always took that walk,
it showed me that you loved me,
it showed me that you cared,
it made me feel so special,
for all the time we shared,
you finally meet my family,
since then it seemed so real,
i found someone i really love,
this was definitely a big deal,
from then on it was me & you,
nothing could tear us apart,
two years strong ,
and you still had my heart,
after all that we had been through,
suddenly we started to change,
it all happened so fast,
and it would never be the same,
i know we were having problems,
but it was never quite this bad,
i was scared of what would come next,
all i could do was be mad,
the one i fell in love with,
had changed to someone new,
i didn't know this person,
and i didn't want to,
he would barely come to see me,
never called as much as before,
i was losing my first love,
and i didn't know what for,
it soon came out in the open,
there was someone else in his life,
he claimed he didn't want her,
and everything would be alright,
i tried to believe him,
because i thought that he would change,
every time i started to,
she would be in the picture again,
just when i thought it couldn't get any worse,
because my heart was already through,
i found out from her she was having his kid,
all i kept thinking is this can not be true,
turned out it was,
he had to do what he had to do,
devoted 2 1/2 years,
and that's what i get from you,
I'll never understand,
how the one i loved so true,
could just leave me and not look back,
knowing that we were through,
i know deep in my heart,
at one time he did really care,
but it doesn't matter now,
because he will no longer be there,
i don't regret loving him,
or dealing with his drama,
everything happens for a reason,
so good luck to him, and his baby mama.
