Forever Yours

Only your bring out the best in me
that is true to this day
I hate the person I've become
in the time you've been away.

We've been apart for a while now
gradually we drifted,
slowly I fell...

I stopped hearing the words
that you once secretly whispered
my heart became empty
my soul disturbed.

I cried myself to sleep
thinking of you
desperately wondering
what else I could do.

Those times we were together
now seems to be only a dream
and sometimes I wonder
if all along that was your scheme.

I know we can't be together
you told me all the time,
but still my heart beats out
loving is not a crime.

And it's in my heart I know
that I could only love you,
no matter who else is around
what I say is true.

I hope that I'm not stupid
for telling you how I feel
because you have stolen my heart,
and I am not made of steel.

I want to hear you say it...
words that will set me free
because I'm desperate to know
if you still do love me.

But until I hear you say it
I'll be a stranger to myself,
because when I look into the mirror
I see somebody else.

Our time together changed me,
you made me a better person
you taught me to love unselfishly
another important lesson.

But now I feel so empty,
my world is such a mess
what happened to your love for me
my heart can only guess.

A piece of me is lost
you took it long ago
I can't help but love you
and I just wanted you to know.

~Monstergrrl18