If i was to die in your arms

So i am walking along

hoping to find you near

then i see you

i smile big

and start to say hello

something i try every day

but never get a returned hello

just a glare and a back turned on me

but this time what if i said hi and he said hi back

she re -announced to her friends

give up one says

forget him says another

but she will not she swears

she walks past you

says hello

and as a joke you say hello back

then you tell her she looks beautiful

and you mouth the words jkjk

instead of me walking away in tears

what if i was to run in your arms

to only have you shove me away

what if i was to try again

and this time have you say ''i hate you GET''

and i die right there in your arms

would you drop me at you feet

or would you scream because your last words to me were i hate you????

or would you hold me grasping me not letting me go because you were so sorry for what you said

if only you could see it the way i see it

every time you say those words of yours

i die inside

secretly hoping you will care enough to hold me..

in tears...