I cant make up my mind

I dont know what to do
i dont know what to say
not like i could
say anything anyway

it hurts to see you
knowing you could be mine
but im still with him
acting like everythings fine

i dont want to hurt him
but i kknow its hurting you
to see him by my side
and knowing i love you

your touch gives me butterflies
your kisses drive me crazy
you cant even begin to imagine
what you voice does to me

my head tells me one thing
and my heart tells me another
i feel like i should follow my heart
so we can have each other