Finally moving on

Everyday i see
everyday i feel
how different the world is without you
how different i can be
everyday i try
to forget about the past
everyday i remember the fact
that you were with me last
everyday i try to move on
because its for the best
yet something comes back and says
this is just a test
everyday i forgive myself
for breaking your heart in two
and also remember the simple fact
you might we with someone new
i know its not your fault
i know i chose it on my own
but that mistrust of yours
really got down
i really really loved you
i really really cared
i wanted us to be together
our love we always shared
we had our little arguments
we had our ups and downs
i went into my little room
and put my had on down
i cried for many hours
so many sleepless nights
i cried so much
we had so many fights
i only had one person in my heart
i only cared about one
two people that were tremendously in love
now are really done
I'm not saying its your fault
I'm not saying that your bad
maybe this was just a learning stone
for us to then move on
with you i learned how to love
with you i learned how to care
with you i learned the person you love
cant always be right there
with you i learned i have to love myself
in order to love you too
with you i learned so many things
so many things are new
you were my angel sent from heaven
the one that changed my mind
thats why we became the best of friends
and lovers at last
i know that were not together
i know that were not one
I'm not the person i was once before
I'm not the one who cried a year ago
our love for some reason lost its color
our love for some reason cant be
but don't forget the memories
and don't regret the past
I'm sorry that I've hurt you
and i forgive you that you did
now let me tell you one more thing
happiness you always bring
even though i cannot say
many things i said before
i can say so many other things
some things i cant ignore
you are someone so special
caring, bold, and fine
you are someone that gets so mad
other Person thinks their done
you can be very mean
yet your sweetness cures it all
theres one more thing i cant forget
you always give it your all
i will never forget you were there for me
the fact you always cared
the fact you helped me up
when none even dared
i hope you don't think i lied
i really hope you know i tried
when i said things
i meant it from my heart
everything i told you
everything i said
i meant it yes i did
from the very start
sadly things yes they've changed
that something god knows why
we many not feel the same as we did
we many not be like what we were
but somethings will never change
somethings are always untold
so let me just remind you
one last time
to me you were my everything
i would have gave it all
but some mistakes that we both made
slowly changed it all