Best friends, but more ?

Best friends
until the end

but what if there's more ?
teardrops fall with me
we both hit the floor

so much time gone by
confusion i want to know why

was there always something
something more in my heart

maybe i always knew
something more was there

maybe i never admited
i never wanted it to show

i was always scared
for you to know

your feelings were different
i believe they still are

but i never want you
away, not so far

you have me now
i dont see how

it was always there
couldnt hold it in anymore