Never got a chance...

Night after Night I lie in bed with one thing on my mind, Him, The guy I've loved for the last four years, The guy who is now dating my best friend,
The guy I've giving up so much for,
The guy I dream of every night,
The guy I rote song after song for, but never even got a chance to sing them to him, Because he chose not to see me looking dead into his eyes, Never even gave me a chance.
I've tried to be everything he wants, Athletic, talented. and everything every guy wants. But God did not make me Talented and I can't kick a ball, The point is I'm not what he wants But I'm what he needs.......