A restless Night

She sits on the bed staring at the floor
is this all she wants, or does she want more?
Is she fulfilled with her choices, does she have any regrets?
One night of thoughtful thinking maybe then she'll get some rest
She tosses and she turns then wakes back up
she remembers the boy, telling her "she's stuck"

She stares back at the floor hoping for a response
The one that she gets is looks whats she's lost.
She's made a mistake.
maybe two,three or four.
She tries to forget and stares back at the floor.
She repeats to herself, does she want more?
She remembers the boy telling her she's a useless *hore.
What more does she want, what else can she get?
This awful stomach turning feeling of regret.
She remembers the boy telling her shes the BEST.
Laying back down to try and get some rest.
It works for a bit, yes she has slept.
She thinks back at the boy that she should have kept.