It

I sit here on the phone,
with the one I love.
And right now I feel like,
like this cannot be it.
We are both scare,
especially her.
She does not feel well,
and she has to use the bathroom.
But this cannot be it because,
because I am leaving soon.
There just somethings,
somethings that I do not want to miss.
I do not want to miss its first kick,
nor do I wanna miss it being born.
And I defiantly do not want it,
I do not want it to not know me,
not know me till I get home.