The thoughts of this perplexity tearing at my mind
feelings of uncertainty playing on rewind
eyes swollen bleeding liquid death
going through withdrawals you're my crystal meth
voices all around telling me I'm wrong
little devils in my head singing the same song
the bits of linguring hope I had they take
saying we're not real calling us fake
everyone and everything i once held dear
sliding down my face in this single tear
i plead to God that they're not right
but inside theres only so much fight
my vision is cloudy i want off this ride
I'm afraid I'm losing all my pride
whispers behind my back
illusions or lies the truth i lack
reassuring words always end with doubt
you tell me not to worry you warn me not to pout
i try to have faith hold my head up high
i bite my lip and try not to cry
you say your love for me will never die
but i wonder if its meant or if its just a lie
and when your face lacks all emotion eyes showing only guilt
you ruin what we stand for and destroy all that we've built
