May 2 2007 was the best day of my life, it was the day i found my king...told my whole life in an hr .... told u things not even my family and best friends knows ....
everything was going great so i thought until i told u was carrying ur child ... cant believe u was so quick to tell me to abort our child smh
as stu*id as i was i did i regret it each day and for the rest of my life ima live with that mistake....
insecure took u back 4gave u for the dumb sh*t u did now at 11 months into the relationship I'm once again pregnant with ur child and again ur forcing me to get rid of my baby again... left with so many thoughts on should i just get rid of the baby and get rid of u also .. or should i keep my baby and still get rid of u??? so many thoughts....
may 2 2008 would have been a year with u i thought i would be sad but I'm actually happy cuz i now know it wasn't me ur the one who believe those lies ur the one who cheated.....
u chose those myspace girls ova me and u so called lived me
many guys come and came in my life turned them down cuz u said u was different ..... sad to say ur no different.........
i found someone were not official but in the short time he has shown me that he isn't like the rest....
I'm finally taken the courage to walk away from u and let u be ... i know its gonna be hard but i know I'm NEVER GONNA SETTLE LESS THAN MY BEST ... and i cant change anyone who doest want to be changed ... he himself has to know he wants to change..
do know ima always luv u ur a great guy but ur better friend than a boyfriend
