Last year around this time i was one of the happiest girls on earth all because i had you...you would tx me before i would wake up to say good morning and you were the last person i said good night to before i went to bed...i never thought we would end up like this..like we are 2 strangers like what we had wasn't real...it was real you were my everything...you would always tell me that i was beautiful and even though your parents didn't approve of me you still found a way to see me and let me know that you were here for me...you told me that i was your best friend and that even if things went wrong we would never stop being friends...what happened???? we had it all we made the world jellos and now we lost it all for what?nothing...we had something so special that no one in the world had idk if you loved me but that didn't matter the way you looked at me and the way you would hold me so tight in your arms the way you would hold my face into your hands when i was upset the way you wouldn't take me home till i told you what was on my mind and what was wrong...you were so perfect i seriously honestly could never ask for more.but now everything changed you want to be single so you can flirt you dont wanna commit you go out drinking and out to the clubs all this for what???its not gonna matter later i really did love you but I'm not sure i love you anymore...you changed so much into a person i dont even know anymore your in this dark world and you dont want me to help you...you know that i would never judge you i know you for the person that you really are and i know that whatever is going on now is just a phase and it will pass one day I'm not sure ill be here that day...I'm tired of waiting you keep pushing me away and i think i am finally ready to let you go and move on because I'm so tired of just crying and waiting for you to change and what if when you change your not gonna want me?what will i do then?I'm so lost and confused i thought you were my one and only my one in a million but I'm finally starting to realize that maybe just maybe i was wrong and your nothing more than just a guy i once dated....i dont think its healthy for me to wait so this is my good bye to you to what once was this is my final good bye to us....
