Physical or Emotional it Still Hurts

Why do i like someone
who likes someone else
why do i feel shunned
not just by you but by myself

why do i seem to like pain
physical or emotional
why do my tries seem vain
and all anti-social

if i where brave
i would send you a letter
with a question i would save
to be worse or even better

but I'm not and i won't
not just cause i am scared
but because i know you don't
and in my mind i have dared

it's said all wounds heal
just give them time
but with the pain i feel
i know there is no time-line

i am sure you don't know
but when it's all done and said
we will go where we will go
and we still feel unappreciated

at least forever these days is not long
since in four years you will be gone
cause compared to forever
that should be never