I think God's got the wrong one

It was love at first sight
my heart was so complete
i saw you here and there
but my love was still deep

even though you weren't mine
and we weren't best friends
i loved you with all my heart
now i really hope it mends

my heart used to be full
so unbroken and strong
but now, the only thing on my mind
is how i could have been so wrong

you were so perfect
cute, nice, and kind
but i saw through your act
how could i have been so blind?

i ask myself these questions
as i'm sitting on my bed
i'm crying so damn hard
i'm wishing i was dead

this pain isn't worth it
what have i done?
to deserve such punishment
i think God's got the wrong one

so i lay on my bed
and hope this is a dream
i'm still crying like hell
where is God's beam?