Missed love

I not only miss him..
but i use to kiss him.

he used to be my shining star..
but now when i see him it leaves a scar.

when i walk down the hall and see his face
my face turns red because of disgrace.

my hearts pounds every time he walks by
not knowing that every night i cry

i miss what we once had
thinking of it makes me so sad

i might still love my baby boy
but to him i was just a play toy

i hate how he said "i love you"
but then the next "screw you"

so here i am with a broken heart
waiting for a new start

for some prince to take me away
and be my new shining star that will actually stay

i guess it wasn't meant to be
i just need time for my eyes to see

we aren't the perfect match, you and me
so ill stop trying to open your heart with my key

goodbye and farewell
one day ill put you under a spell

but of coarse the spell will be to find true love
ha ha watch you end up with a dove

if so then c-ya
wouldn't wanna be ya.

you have lost your chance to regain my trust
for me and you to love and lust

-Kaylee Brewster