Benefits Of A Breakdown Part 2.

Out of all the hours in the day, every moment with you is an eternity of a picture in words of the things Ive always lingered to say. A friend has become motivation for waking up to the next sunrise, when i say i dont want you, my heart can help but overcome those lies. I know the things people speak and think will make this hard to do but I think in this moment, Im realizing Ill fight battles within myself, and the world if it means falling more in love with you.

If you decided to walk away from what we shouldve been leaving me asking about what we couldve been. Is it selfish to blame myself for not being enough for you? Well, wherever you go, i know that ill follow your heart beat slowly guiding me to who gives me more than a heart to love. You give me reasons for not wanting to be with someone else. You are my everything, and ever since ive first held you, I knew i was in love with you.

I know people have told you about feelings that come and go but i just want you to know, theres nothing ive ever been so sure of. Everything about you is every aspect of love that ive ever dreamed of. Promise you, im sure. This feeling of love is unlike anything i ever thought I could endure.

Dust off the scrapes on my knees and replace them with good deeds for once im doing something to benefit you and me, a positive gain border lining a past and future of satisfaction and pain. Take your finger tips with mine, dwindled and intertwined, let me hold your hand i promise ill do my best to give you all you deserve on my command. Even if these feelings for me only last a little while, give me a chance to hold you and make you smile.

I know that i dont deserve you, but i cant live with you now so i want you to know, that no matter what im always gonna be there. I wont ever let you down, i swear. For anyone that has ever made you feel worthless, ill mend every piece of you they tore. I just wish you could see how perfect you already are. I just wish you could see how youre the world to me, my everything.

Ill be all that i can be. So let me take you close, come away with me. WE can forget our problems, forget the world. Because the world is beautiful but it would be nothing without you here. I cant tell the future or process a fairtytale in my head, but i can assure you that ill wait a life time to hear the words you once said. Because no matter how much i try to push it away, im in love with you. And i hope one day youll take this leap with me so i can prove to you that its true

And maybe if im lucky, some day ill hear the words,
I love you too.

Cause I know at the end of every day,
Id be nothing without you.