To my Beloved Husband Cody

I don't know where I'm going

But i sure know where Ive been

I know somethings got to change

I just don't know when.

I keep hoping that whatever happens

You'll always be by my side

You'll put away your anger

And swallow all your pride.

I just hope that you can see

That I'm doing all i can

But i feel like you're not trying

I feel like I'm losing my man.

I don't know what to do

And i don't know what to say

To make all these fears disappear

They just wont go away.

Ive tried everything i know

But nothing seems to help

I cant seem to cope with

The hand that Ive been dealt.

Sometimes i think that

You just don't understand

All you do is yell and scream

When all i need is your hand.

I need you to tell me

That it'll all be okay

And look me in the eyes

And kiss me that special way.

I need you to say you love me

By doing the little things i love

Like tell me that I'm beautiful

And I'm what you're dreaming of.

You can pick me a flower

Or take me out to eat

Every once in a while

Just give me that special treat.

These are just some of the things

That i need in my life

To reassure me that

You still want me as your wife.

Sometimes i feel like I'm all alone

And you don't want me anymore

That you want to be with someone else

And want me to walk out the door.

Its just some of the things you say and do

To make me feel this way

I feel like you're gonna leave me

And i fear that dreadful day.

Baby i hope you know

That in everything i do

I love you with all my heart

And i do it all for you.

Written by me to my beloved husband