For the reasons beyond my thoughts
for the reason i still live, i dont know why
but when i look back and see the way
for all that time that i was in dark sob days
for the moments i strived to be withsomeone
and for the moments that i wished, i was heard even once
but in vain, and dark thoughts was all over me
not one soul to pray for me, for i was the evil within me
so what was the reason that i really had to live for
look in the corner of the dark where a small sparkle shines
i feel there is a reason for me to live for there lives my life
with a smile so bright that evn my death would shy
for she is the angel she is my happiness
for one smile of hers i could live my whole life
in that one moment of her smile.