My cuts are deep... scars that will never fade,
Always there, waiting for you to reopen them,
You gouge the knife in me,
twisting it and spilling new blood,
I want it to be over... all the pain, agony, and hurt.
You supress my feelings and I can't help but wonder
if I'm stupid or insane for feeling this way.
You constantly push me away and yet I'm still here.
There's not a lot I can do... with you so near.
Anger at what you do and hurt by what I don't do.
I have no power with you and I always lose.
There's no winning for me.
I've lost everything but my life
and sometimes I feel it's not worth it to live anymore.
That's what you do to me and the worst part is that
~ after everything we've been through~
I'm still unconditionally and irrevocably in love with you.
And that's what hurts the most...
