Smiling as the next day holds

My last smile of the day
In such a horrible way
Alone in my room
hoping it will end soon
i think of the times i smiled
in that one day
Not many
as one might say
But it was an achievement
Smiling and finally meaning it
knowing i can fit in some wear
even if its deep in my dreams
i can see it coming true one day
i can see it coming true but in that exact way
I'll smile as a fake But same like its real
As the next day beholds the same pain