Why is it so hard to let you go?

Why is it so hard to let you go?

Every time I see you I want to run,
but I cant move.

Every time you say Hii,
I can't speak.

Every time you look at me,
I can't look away.

Every time you call me,
I can't answer the phone

Every time you said you loved me,
I couldn't believe you.

But all this happens because I still love you and
for some odd reason I can't let you go...

For the fact that you were my first Love...

~A.L.K~