I can't smile without concealing what I truly feel,
Because I'm scared I'll lose you and maybe you're not real.
Dreaming of your face at night, touching you with my eyes,
It's just like my reality except I don't always hide.
I haven't dared to dream of you, the way I that I desire,
I don't want to fall too hard, so hard that I might die.
I know dreams aren't reality, but sometimes you blur the lines,
And I'm stuck here with this stupid grin that sometimes I can't hide.
When I look at you from a far, I wonder how you feel?
I wonder if you love me too but dare not to reveal?
Your eyes carry a secret pain, a pain you don't divulge,
And when we're upset together, it is you I long to hold.
But dreams are not reality so I lie I within these walls,
To prevent me from saying that my heart is now yours.
