Dead from the inside

What I feel?
Nothing, No pain,
I'm numb,
Barely sane

I watched it
Pour and leak
A blood stained floor,
But an answer I seek

No life left in the eyes
So why am I living?
I need that answer
What am I giving?

But I know its right this time,
The pills will set in and the blood will pour,
Because what I want more than ever�

�IS ME NO MORE!