Alone

I sit here
crying,
tears streaming down my face.

I stand here
lying,
saying everything is okay.

I don't wanna live
anymore,
but I do.

I still talk to you,
but you can't know
that nothing's the same.

I wanna hit you,
make you fall to the ground.

but I don't.

I wanna kiss you,
make it all better.

But fixing it
is like asking for the
impossible.

I'm alone here
dying,
waiting for...

(anything to save me)