Dropped Heart

At that moment of time I felt it drop. everything went cold and stopped.

the feeling was getting familiar each and everyday. I don't know what I was doing wrong and what wrong words I say.

some things you said to me weren't said with your heart and all they did was help me slowly drift apart.

you said them with a smile across your face. with nothing but a hateful taste.

i smile back hurt by words with jagged edges.I'm content on the outside but stabbed through my heart.

You know this hurts me but take the effort to make sure I feel it anyway. I love you so much and I just bear to listen to the pain you say.

staring off in empty space holding back bloody tears of hurt at least you still talk to me. This gots to work.

as bad as I am. I know I'm in love. the things I take in are proof of your love..... right??

we can be happy and alright but I open my mouth and it ends in a fight.

I really don't mean to be such a mistake it just comes natural and I just take it and take.

i put you through pain to I know i do and Ill start over new if that helps us be what we used to.

know my love cause I know its true. and Ill guess theres not really much to do.

one question I have for you love is just this, why do you make me tremble and clench my fist??

why do we cuddle and end with turned backs? Why is that when I cry you got the nerve to hold back your sinful laugh??

words I hate to admit are that we have changed what we were. But NO I'm not gonna admit cause I know this is all what I deserve.

My heart will rise again to its carved place. Just say the right things and I guarantee the warmth will return to its cold cave
the holes will mend. i can do this again.

just flash me that smile one more. hold me in your arms and show me I'm what your longing for.

theres just soo many things i can say right now. I can be happy or just left unfound.
but Ill live with the words i take in and Ill be alright. cause your what I'm happy with and and to be with you I'll take the fight.