And then I'll hate you (always)

Perfect,
Always,
Forever.

How many lies were told?

I was his center of attention
He loved with all his heart.
How was I supposed to see
In the end we'll fall apart?

I repeated over and over,
Of course because he said,
You'll always love me
Never let my heart fear or dread.

Always to be his
He would keep me safe forever
never wanting to part
his tricky voice so clever

Now i can see past your mask
Something i wish before to uncover
I see the truth behind the words
My hatred unable to hover

Crashing down I knew it well
Hate filling my heart and drowning my eyes
Him and her, not me and him
Now I see all the lies.

You kept me as a toy
Someone to stand next to
Someone to starve away the boredom
Make your body look true

I never meant to hurt you
I'll always love you
I can be an idiot I know
I trust you trust me to

Lie after Lie...
You can tell the truth or lie
I know the reason behind it
And you left my heart to die.