Darling

As i laying there
thinking of you of my past
have you ever care for me?
have you ever love me?
why oh why?

why have i ever listen to you?
why have i ever follow you?
why oh why?
why are you even here?
why don't you just go away?

as i laying here in the darkness
dreaming of you of my friends of my past
all the sudden it turns into a nightmare
why did you do that to me?
to her?

do you hate me?
do you hate her?
why can't it be like it used to be?
of times of friendship, trust, and happiness
oh yeah!

forgot one thing
it can't
cause
you're
a b*sturd!

i never have friends
never have a family
always have betrayers in my life
but why?
your hurt the most

cause i trust you
cause i might care for you
cause i might love you
oh darling
i love you