What do I do?

My heart is beating so very fast
these feelings I've held deep inside
are almost at the surface
I look into the eyes of my friend
and see something lost for years
Here I am afraid to speak
afraid to move
afraid to breath
afraid that you may see the real me
I'm still the girl who gave you her heart
still in love no matter the time apart
I try to put on a strong front
but deep inside its you I want
You've been my friend through thick and thin
been my rock when I needed one
I've listened to your hopes and dreams
been a safe harbor in the storm
But now I feel some thing else
what do I say
what do I do
theres so much I need to say to you
but what my heart wants to say
my brain pushes away
and all I want is just one more day
one more moment in your arms
to feel that way again
safe and warm.