Disturbed by agression

Disturbed by aggression,
sick of all the frowns,
wanting something fresh,
please no more downs.

Remembering the days,,
our neighborhood day,
what is left to see,
waiting for you to say.

Always waiting for an answer,
not getting what i want,
scared of the feelings,
too many people who taunt.

Shouting hurts my ears,
making my hands weak,
i want you back again,
no more love to seek.

Irritated minds,
frustrated hearts,
believing what we want,
until again it starts.

Forced to believe,
that we are still alive,
though broken down,
no where to strive.

Too many sad words,
loss of inspiration,
having peoples say,
avoiding confrontation.

Words on the screen,
making me aware,
that I am not okay ,
having no one care.

Wondering what is high,
helping what i can,
seeing that your there ,
used to be my man.

Walking down this road,
all alone today,
no where left to be,
wanting to lay.

Keep going on till night,
another sleepless one,
not meant for this life,
these tears way a tonne.

Not an ounce of what i was,
broken from this mind,
maybe a little gone,
no one being kind.

Dreams that dont make sense,
far off form this land,
only one real thing,
you reach out your hand.

piercing sounds kill me,
making me so alone,
feeling what is wrong,
not being in the zone.

Hating you for you,
not ever being placid,
remembering your lips,
you tasting like acid.

Being too distant,
not what i should be,
kill me right now ,
so that you can see.