Confused

My friends in school
Tell me to stay, just try
To be cool
Yaw will get by

My friends in Chicago
Tell me to leave
To just go
Then I can breath

I want to work it out
But it still tortures me
I try not to doubt
It hunts me in my dreams

Im so confused
I dont know what to do
I want to be with you
But my heart is bruised

God send me a sign
To guide me to the right direction
Deep inside I want him to be mine
I wish he can give me his affection

If it turns out the other way
I'll take your sign
And take it day by day
In love I resign

Help me God to you I pray