I cant unlove you

I cant forget about the way you made me feel,
i cant forget how i thought one day you'd kneel,
but it was way to good to be true,
now i have to deal with the truth,
you told me it was over,
i really thought i had a four leave clover,
with you nothing else mattered,
everything was laughter,
until you started talking about her,
it started off as shes cool,
and i just laughed and said oh thats good,
then it turned into shes mad at me,
me-OK what is it i cant see?
soon you just became mean,
and me i didn't really matter,
i just sat there,
its just not fair,
i still tell you i love you,
my feelings never changed,
i even tell you hating you would me easier,
but i dont,
you told me id get over you,
i think thats another lie in action,
you use to say it back,
i really thought you meant it,
but everything just doesn't fit,
distance shouldn't change love,
just like distance shouldn't matter if your in love,
but love is just a word to you,
to me i thought it was true,
i cant unlove you like i unlove a doll as i grow up,
i cant unlove you like the devil unloved god,
but i guess i need to stop,
I'm just not,
ill only get lost.