Every where i go people will stare
pretending there know me
pretending to care
when my tears fall they fall not for you
my head is spinning what do i do
do i stay or do i go
this is an answer i do not know
my head is buried in the sand
there's no point in talking they wont understand
you said i was special your baby girl
what you did to me crushed my world
my heart has broken but my tears have dried
i wont give up until i have tried
tried to forgive you
tired to forget Coz when i remember i just get upset
when i see you i realized i failed
failed me and failed you
please some one else tell me what to do
i look in the mirror but i can not see
this happy girl i used to be
my reflection shows a tired face
so one who cant finish this race
i was on the track in my life
become a mother become a wife
but now i seem to have lost my way
just plodding threw another day
woke up in the morning then fall back asleep
my body feels horrible dirty and cheap
my head is a mess what can i do
to stop my brain thinking of you
when you smile it makes me sad
Coz it reminds me of what i had
what i lost and gave away
this is the price i have to pay!!!
