I sit & wonder, thinking of you,
And all this sh*t u have put me through,
I gave you my heart, body & soul,
But you just upped and left me with this great big hole.
You said you loved me and now you don't,
I say i wont cry, but you no its all front.
All i can do is sit and wonder what i did 2 hurt you,
Then i realize it wasn't me it was all you.
I gave you honesty, trust and love,
And in return you gave me lies, deception, untainted love and so much more,
Jonjo you just gave up on us for some stupid tart.
So as i sit and wonder, thinking of you,
Some day you will come 2 realize that i am the only girl who is really in love with you,
For what its worth I'm happy in a way because if our baby had been born you wouldn't of left 1 person behind in face you would of left 2,
I pray to god thats life becomes a big bad cow 2 u!!!
