From This Day On...

From the first day she met you, she knew that she'd love you from that day on.
Those incredible and inseperable days spent together meant everything to her.
You were just simply amazing.
She may not tell you everyday what you mean to her, but it's not because she doesn't love you, it's because she's deathly afraid of losing you and thinking that you will just not feel that way for her anymore.
Boy, you have no idea how much she thinks about you; how much she cares about you; how much she needs you; and most important, how much she loves you.
The news of you moving away just broke her heart.
Still to this day, she regrets breaking your heart.
It's not because she didn't love you anymore, it's because she thought she needed to move on and never thought she'd see you ever again once you were gone.
Years have passed and she still only loves you and only gets butterflies in her stomach when she sees you.
She may not get to see you as much as she would like to, but when those chances come, she's the happiest in her life and loves to just be with you.
The hardest part is saying goodbye, her face expression may just be like all of your other friends when you say goodbye ["hey see ya later, man]. No, inside, she's crying and hurting. It's the hardest thing for her to do when the goodbye's are said and the hugs are given.
What she misses the most, is being in your arms.
She felt so safe, so loved, and so protected. You're her everything.
She can make anything and everything remind her of you.
Music is what triggers her soul though. Lyrics to the heartfelt songs that sing about missing loved ones tear her down, and just bring her to tears.
Always asking God why, why did YOU have to move away? But in reality, we all know that life is not fair.
Her friends tell her, "He moved away because God's testing your's and his relationship." But all she can think is "Well, I don't care! I know that we'd still be together if he were here. I don't understand why God had to take HIM away from me!"
But there's so much more that her friends do not know.
Maybe it's because she's not very good at explaining her feelings, but the sanctum of the outdoors allows her to explore her memories. Some lead to smiles and laughs, whereas others lead to tears and heartache from missing you so much.
All she knows is that every tear she's shed is a sign of how much you really mean to her and how much she misses you.
Being away for so many months is incredibly hard on her; not knowing when the next time she's going to see you or even if there's going to be a next time.
Because seriously, when's the last time she'll ever see you again? Hopefully not for a very long time. You're an important part in her life. Don't forget that.
The only thing that gets her to her happy place is just knowing that each day that goes by is a day closer to being able to see you. <3