What have i done? what have i not?

I told you how i felt,
i told you how i wanted it to be
What have i done? what have i not?
i find myself crying to sleep at night
over a man that doesn't rightfully belong to me
I'm crying over a man who don't treat me right
I'm crying over a man who don't see me for me
what have i done? what have i not?
i go back to the night he put me in his back seat
and make love to me roughly.
what have i done? what have i not?
it got hot...unbearable...his phone rings he stop..
what have i done? what have i not?
he hops in the front seat and has a conversation
with his wife to be.
what have i done? what have i not?
it never really hit me
i never really cared
until i hared those three word
which was oh so rare
What have i done? what have i not?
why did it hurt?
why did i care?
i think i can answer that?
i wanted to hear those three word
i wanted those words to be told me
what have i done? what have i not?
all i wanted from him was for him to love me