Secretly dying

The only one to accuse is me
the one who's "secretly dying"
I'm hiding it from you
just in case i haven't lost you

i wish you would have stayed
your causing so much pain
and i can do nothing, but
wait, and hope you'll just come back

the happiness you gave me
will never be matched
no other person
will ever be the same as you

i love you forever and for always...